Pan Intentionalism
The Reality I see
My view is called Pan Intentionalism – “Pan” meaning All: All Intentions: all that we intend to do. What exists is the sum total of all the intentions, and the actions that come out of those intentions, of all sentient beings from the beginning of the universe. What will happen in the next moment comes out of the sum total of all the intentions of all sentient beings in existence in this moment.
Pan Intentionalism is an attitude, it is a methodology. It is an attitude of acceptance. It is an Ontology. It is an Epistemology. Pan Intentionalism is all about intentions.
Pan Intentionalism is an Anticipatory View.
Existence is fundamentally dual. Yet saying that is a problem because duality is dual: the same thing viewed from different places, different things viewed from the same place.
I call the ground of all being Madelyn. I trust Madelyn.
Madelyn is defined as the answer to the question “why is there something rather than nothing?” I say Madelyn rather than God because I see the “ground of all being” manifesting itself today as female matrix bonding energy rather than male hierarchal separating energy that has been manifesting for the last two thousand years.
I see her as “power with” (a sharing of power) as opposed to “power over” (a tower of power). Both are necessary.
Yet I don’t know what She is. I have had three “Religious Experiences”: one at Kennolyn Camp near Santa Cruz, one at Spirit Rock in Woodacre, and one hiking up the Chicken Shack Fire Road while living at the Pacheco Ville Apartments near Novato.
In my first experience, God was “He”, in the second, God was “She”, in the third God was “it”. The first memory is vague, and I find it hard to know what was real. The second is clear, and I find it hard not to be deluded. The third was a bright white energy field behind the trees. All three were in the trees.
So where does it want me to be? what does it want me to do? The first question I answered a long time ago: it wants me to be where I am. The second is much harder. There are so many entities that want me to do things: reality, others, and me.
My most recent answer: do what I am led to do if I want to do it.
All my life, the Goddess has been teaching me.
Trust the Goddess. How do I know when to let go? And the Goddess said “if it is out of your hands, let it go” Just as she did before in the tea cup. That message was for me as well, just as it always is. And the Goddess said “Break the pattern”. Just as she did this morning. I believe in the Goddess. We do have to have something to believe in – we are “belief animals”
I believe in a state of mind that affects matter. It is not the simple state where I will my body to move. There is actually a state where we can change matter with our minds.
Threshold of Belief
What it is possible to create with our mind is limited by the beliefs of others close enough in space/time to be affected by our creation.
The Threshold of Belief: is there anything in your reality that is below my Threshold of Belief? Only if it can’t affect me.
The Psychic Scent
We are guided to the presence of others based on their “Psychic Scent”, an invisible essence of their being that we subconsciously tune into.
That humans are about to move to a new level, a level where connection goes deeper than ever before. A connection where we mutually, consciously define ourselves.
Pan Intentionalism an ontology as well as a methodology. I recently discovered that Karl Pfeifer developed an ontology called Panintentionalism. His Panintentionalism refers to specific intentional-dispositional states. In a similar manner, I had been thinking of an intentional field. Could it be that the particles of the intentional filed are Pfeifer’s intentional states?